I know that I wanted to do this natural. And I'm not going to delve into all the reasons behind it. I have come to a decision that changes that. I've done my research and weighed out the pros and cons. And since there really aren't any truly valid cons, I don't see a reason not to follow through.

To be very clear, I'm speaking of my body. I am at an excellent level of fitness. I've even put myself up to countless tests to reaffirm this. And it's great health, too. Hell, even my VO2 Max is in the exceptional standards. So while my body is in great health, my shape isn't where I wish it to be. I'm going to supplements.

Again, I'll say that I've done my research. And I've bought those items that will improve my body AND my health. I'm not willing to risk health for the body that I aspire to have. It's just not worth it to me. And once I recover from my eye surgery on Monday, I'm going to start this new regime. My body has given me so many great things, it's about time I repay the favor.

On another topic, I miss wooing women. Not in the way that I do, now. A night's work to get a body I desire cannot compare, as fun as it might be. I miss seducing her mind. Getting her to believe in me. I miss walking into a room to see her look up at me and smile with genuine love. God, do I miss holding a woman close. Not with some alterior motive...but to just hold her and hang on to her...and for a minute, believe that I could never let go.

One day, I'll have it again. I guess in the meantime I'll just "sew my wild oats." It's fun, really it is. And it helps pass the time till I find love.

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